Bored

So I've been thinking a lot about how my life will turn out when I graduate college...and I'm not impressed with myself. I don't know, I'm so boring. I wish I was like the girls in John Green novels. I wish I was more like Alaska or Margo Roth Spiegleman. I think I need a hobby. I don't have anything to do. I don't have anything to talk to people about, and if I had something special, something that was mine, I'd feel more comfortable around people.